me again!
Sometimes I really wish you could go back in time.
When I was a junior, my best friend Thea and I were a bit crazy. Not like weird or anything we were just young enough to think nothing could really happen to us.
One night we lied to our parents and went to a party hosted by boys we barely knew (I know, stupid). A lot of things happened there, things I don’t really want to get into right now but some day I probably will, but it changed literally everything.
Her parents found out about it, of course. And a few weeks later, we made it worse and snuck out again this time from her grandpa’s house. And... they found out about that too.
Ever since then they’ve hated me ferociosly.
And I get it, I really do. But at the same time, it feels like it’s not that deep. Like… people make mistakes when they’re 14. People do worse. And I know for a fact that they did too.
We still see each other sometimes. Just secretly like some weird star crossed hentaï. Because her parents gave her a weird restraining order against me.
It’s stupid because we jus clicked in a way people rarely do. It was the kind of friendship that doesn’t come twice.
And now I keep thinking about that night.
how one bad decision can actually change everything.
I swear if I could go back, I would.
no hesitation.
anyways… enough overthinking for now.
bye angels
XOXO Rosey
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